A letter to my self.

This is my job to make myself happy. I shouldn't depend my happiness on him.. or others.

if he makes me feel bad, down, and sad, that's not my fault. that's not about me.

I am fully responsible for my own emotions and, I shouldn’t “make him” do anything for my  own happiness. 

It’s up to him. If he hasn’t gotten over his past, it’s because he doesn’t want to. That’s not about  me, that’s about him. 

There's nothing i could do but just love myself first.